I am in Chennai....

Hey...
I am on a holiday in Chennai... its a welcome break after the gruelling self beating...
I am writing about my trip... on Shayon's Labyrinth... please do read up on the whats in Chennai... and once I am back home... I'll defo try n do a Photoblog for my beloved page...

Cheers...

Internships... Finance... and All that...

Well... my scholarship paper that has been on my mind for so long.. finally got over today. Surprisingly all those frustrations paid off... the exams went off fine...

Btw... things are kinda taking pace.. well.. I have been searching for internships... basically googling the term over and over again... so I landed on this website called Hello Intern. Its a really nice site... providing every student in almost all the fields of their studies with the relevant information on various nationa and international scholarships and ofcourse the various internships programmes that they are offering. And just incase there are a few things that you are not able to figure out... the owner Snehal Nimje is a very helpful fellow... just shoot him a mail and he'll do the rest.

Anyways- since I have been talking about banking sector and finance..lately.. I came to a conclusion.. that its not really a bad field...as in.. even a layman like me... who is weak in maths couls figure the figures out...!! And if you are looking for some tips on investing... please visit the posts I have been writing on Shayon's page.

College has finally started- Its a great feeling to inch closer to the dreams that you are nurturing. This sem has some great subjects...

Rest all.. well... later

Update:I am Where I was..

Ok.. I am still pretty fucked up as far as that RBI scholarship paper goes... though I guess.. on the emotional front...things might change a lil.. oh that's coz Shayon..has promised me...that he is gonna try n spend more time with now... oh yeah...he is felling much better...actually gotten a clean chit from the doc...

Thank God... for that atleast.

Time flies- I am where I was...!!!

" the only thing that is tailor made by life is trouble- you have stich the happiness,success and desires yourself"

This quote is a direct pickup from the television commercial of Grasim suitings. But well..what the hell.. this is the only ad which puts this fact about life right on your face... that unlike windows life is software that does not come with a troubleshooting feature. But well.. your friends and family pretty much make up for that part.

But not always.

This year is into its third month...and the only thing that gave me an high was Sania my neice... rest all.. is as dull as it can be... I think that how soever superstitous... but this surely seems true that the transition second of the new years night sets the trend for the year that is to come. It was a very frustrating night... not not sexually... but well... emotionally... I was at home.. I was angry...coz everything got spoilt for me... and I thought that I had grown up... there was no party to look fwd to and there was no maid at my place either. So that meant that my transition day/night was spent in the bed under the covers me all cranky n frustrated... more so.. that I could only get to speak to my boyfriend after 1 am (that happens almost every year) somehow I had managed to talk to him in that transition phase in 2006-07, no wonder that we were able to meet thrice last year.. very memorable.

This year- No such start or push has been given to me...or rather- I think that I missed out on something... there is frankly speaking nothing to look forward to this year... I cant even seem to scrounge up internships...forget any one being outside Delhi... I was banking on a certain scholarship paper... that is happening in less than 10 days from now... and I am so fucked up coz...its a banking/finance paper...and I belong to a science background... I dont even knw my budget basics...

That is the career... trend that is going on...

Emotionally...family wise... I dunno..its a mixed bag.... but I know that my frustration about my career plan going all haywire is spoiling stuffs here too... all I can say is that I have become much more angrier..irritable.... and even though we have a amid...she needs to be constantly supervised...that means..even though I am not washing utensils.... I am still washing clothes (coz of the washing machine...she's not keen to learn how to operate it) and warming the food in the microwave...

The only person that I am being very pateint with is Shayon, that is because... we dont get time to fling out our frustrations at each other... we ...well atleast he is keeping very busy. Btw, he is down with chicken pox... all my dear friends who read my blog... wish him best of health... and now... finally his dream of being a proffessional blogger is turning into a reality... he wrote his very first blog for WATblog... and it got published too... that is great news na...

I know life is not fair... that is an old saying... it maybe cliched... but its surely is as applicable as it gets... So here I am where I was... nothing much to look forward to... but still tring to weave... my dreams into the knit of reality in the fabric of life.....

Presenting Sania Wadhera....

Sania Wadhera.... to the world....!!!

Sania Wadhera.... Welcome...!!!!

Ok, maybe some years down the line when my dear niece googles her name... I hope that this pops up.

On 13th of January 2008, at 3pm, the Fourth Generation entered in our small universe we call family. She is named Sania Wadhera... and my Bua says that Sania looks quite like her Bua... that is me...!!!

You know, I am gonna turn 22 this years and it still feels so...weird in a good way to become bua from being a niece most of my life. My grandma now becomes great grandma... and we are just hoping that we get to see our lil angel soon. In real time.... its gonna be prolly end of this year... ( I hope so...!!) but pics... sure enough are on its way... as soon as my bro gets time...

Pl come n check her pics...on this blog...!!

Sania darling... welcome to our Family...!!!

Love woes.....

The other day I was talking to my college friend Aashish. We all are planning to meet up on saturday and maybe go out for a movie, if our exams are postponed further. Anyways, there are basically two things that we end up talking, either food or about our respective love lives.

It so happens that in 2005 thanks to my lil bit of intervention Aashish and hi lady love finally got around to professing their love to each other. The thing in their relationship is that even though they stay about 20 mins apart from each other thanks to all the snooping aunties of the colony and strict parents both of em cant meet up if its not a college day....!!! Well.... that is their story... atleast they get to meet when its college.....

Yahan par toh kahani hi aur hai.... Me n Shayon how much ever do we like, its really hard for us to spend the time we would like with each other. We are bound by a limit known as that of cash. Its always the financial constraint that comes. If we do manage to get our finances in order, thanks to our schedule, we end up so tired that during the night when we can talk without being disturbed we end up slepping and not talking at all. Can you believe it that its been like so long... yeah... almost a week maybe that Shayon and I havent really talked properly... and this time both the reasons are present... its the starting of the year and money has become a problem... already... and then both colleges are on... and the there was my fest and now the exam time is also around the corner...

Winter is so depressing and its becoming gloomier thanks to all the love woes that are going on...!!!

(Sigh....!!!)