Wednesday, May 23, 2007

Boulevard of Broken Dreams.....


This post was titled as "Power of patience " initially but as soon as I started this post things came up and then I just couldnt go beyond the title of the post.


The Irony of the situation is that this blog is completely opposite to that of the earlier post which I was supposed to write.


At the starting of this week, I finally recieved the news that my efforts of the two years are paying off. My internship in an amzing place got approved. Also the place's out of Delhi, and those who have actually known me they know that how much am I craving for a chance to assert myself in this independant world and have a chance to prove to my parents that I am actually good... and not as my mom says..."Andhe mein kana raja"; I finally got my chance. But as they say- That not all good things last for long...my this wish and dear dream was also short lived.


The place where I was to go for my Internship happens to be in Cochin, Kerela and unfortunately for me I have no relatives staying over there and no friends either. ( Only my parents' friends qualify for this....) and the cherry on the cake is that my father says that since you are a girl; I am sorry I cant send you there...because there is no one there and we have no idea about the place.


So, all my hard work and everything that I have ever dreamnt off goes down the drain beacuse I am girl.... wow... being a to be lawyer I cant justify this....that its my fault...that I am a girl....

3 comments:

zEaLoUsMe™ said...

HEY U... UR A GIRL AND B PROUD OF THAT.. THINK IF U WERE A BOY NOW, THAN I WUD'NT HAVE A GOOD SIS LIKE U, I WUD HAVE HAD A BROTHER... NAHI! AND ALSO THAT SAYAN THEN WOULD BE A GAY, HE CANT LOVE A GUY... HE LOVES YOU...A GIRL!! AND AS FAR AS YOUR THIS COCHIN THINGI IS CONCERED, I TEL YOU WHAT, U HAD PATIENCE AND YOU FINALLY GOT THE RESULT, I THINK U BE A LIL MORE PATIENT AND I THINK GOD WILL DO SOMTHING GOOD... OR TILL THEN GOD DOES NETHING, LET US BE THERE AND EVERYDAY MAKE AN EFFORT AND START TELLING DAD.... ATLEAST NOT U, I WILL DO FOR U...
CHILAAX MY LADY CHILL!!!!!!chilllllllllll!!!!

Sakshi said...

Thanks for all the confidence....

zEaLoUsMe™ said...

pleasure sis!!! :D