Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Sum of my thoughts.....

Its actually been a really long time that I sat down and thought about whta's been going in my life and blogged it out here.

No, even before writing this blog I did not make my mind do a racing of thoughts that have be put down on my blog. This blog is an impromptu blog...and I have no clue as to what I should be writing so that this blog becomes readable.....

Let me try and sum up my thoughts after one week of getting my third semester results. Yup, last week my results got declared. Though my marks remained pretty static..... my positin in class came down as the highest total was like lots of marks ahead of me. But I still remain amongst the top few in my class. This result, upset me alot, becaus I realised that I got caught in the web of over confidance and therefore.... I have been trying to do some sort of introspection.... but unfortunately I am pretty bad at realising my true innerself, and subjecting my weakness to the introspection mode. A senior in college, who is my sole notes provider, and someone who gives me SOLID advice told me.... that I should be happy because I am maintaing a pretty good average which is hardly possible in this college. This lifted my spirit up a lil...but I have put myself in the top gear as far as the coming exams are concerned.

On the personal front, I can see stormy waters ahead. Maybe its because I am acting like an immature idiot or maybe the waters are really troubled and we aren't able to figure what exactly is wrong. Talking about relationships.... I kind of have noticed a pattern around me, that when things are going wrong in one relationship... thanks to induction or whatever...I see most of the relationships in troubled waters. But then as they say End defines the means.... it normally gets over in a day or two, and love is in the air again.

Rest all is pretty usual. I am just hoping that this semester goes off fine. It was after a short and sweet sem....wish me luck.

1 comment:

Shayon™ said...

As far as ur xams r concerned, I've said it time n agn n I'll mention it once more here...seriously, I think u r doing very good. Dnt get so upset abt ranks...at the end of the day, ranks hardly matter. So jst chillax n njoi life...use ur xtra resources making other aspects of ur life beautiful...

N toking of relationships...u knw, it's like sand...more u try holding it in ur palm, more flows out...so, jst hold it lite on ur palm n u'll have all of it, just for urself...all ur life!