There was always so much said and done about the physical distance in a relationship...that I completely forgot that it is so much harder to maintain a relationship when you are in the same city.
I know that I am over reacting. But, I have recently thrown away all my sensibilities in the filthy waters of the Yamuna River. (I took up the FEST JOB...remember?)
But, I just can't help it. I want to spend time with Shayon. But, He has so much of work that we have not really talked in like 3-4 days. There was a time when I was getting a recharge done everyday to call STD. And it has been like God knows... how many days... that I have not used a single Bonus Minute for talking to Shayon.
(The bonus minutes are for 10pm to 8 am usage, and that is the time when we are to talk.... but...)
I have my fest... he has his office... the he has his events on the weekends.... and I have the 'family time' ... ok not that I am not at mistake..... I know, I should try really hard so that I can spend more time with me... but staying with your parents who don't approve of a lot of things.. makes it really hard.
And, when we can spend time together... it means that I can't do anything... can't make plans for going out... or any other socialising... at times it makes me feel that He just doesn't want to make time for things that are important to me. Ofcourse not always... but when it is really important...
But- I can't believe my self.... instead of getting angry... (I do get angry... and then...) I call up... plead... literally plead....
Oh... Man... I am a mess... sorry for this post... Life Sucks...
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Some day... just some day...
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