is life really as simple as this stupid quotation says?
In a bid to make sure that all are happy, I have lost my smile somewhere.
I know, I laugh, but- I just wonder why can't it reach my eyes- and gleam like it used to.
To make sure- everything in life of everyone runs smootly-
I have forgotten to oil my bearings- the creaks and the cracks have become a comforting noise now.
To make sure that I survive my ordeal- I have stopped venting out-
Numbness has become the order of the day and night.
Tears refuse to come.
Laughter refuses to become genuine.
Pain is a regular visitor.
All is dark, and God it seems has turned off the light at the end of the tunnel, owing to recession.
I have no idea- why am I blabbering.