Sum of my thoughts.....

Its actually been a really long time that I sat down and thought about whta's been going in my life and blogged it out here.

No, even before writing this blog I did not make my mind do a racing of thoughts that have be put down on my blog. This blog is an impromptu blog...and I have no clue as to what I should be writing so that this blog becomes readable.....

Let me try and sum up my thoughts after one week of getting my third semester results. Yup, last week my results got declared. Though my marks remained pretty static..... my positin in class came down as the highest total was like lots of marks ahead of me. But I still remain amongst the top few in my class. This result, upset me alot, becaus I realised that I got caught in the web of over confidance and therefore.... I have been trying to do some sort of introspection.... but unfortunately I am pretty bad at realising my true innerself, and subjecting my weakness to the introspection mode. A senior in college, who is my sole notes provider, and someone who gives me SOLID advice told me.... that I should be happy because I am maintaing a pretty good average which is hardly possible in this college. This lifted my spirit up a lil...but I have put myself in the top gear as far as the coming exams are concerned.

On the personal front, I can see stormy waters ahead. Maybe its because I am acting like an immature idiot or maybe the waters are really troubled and we aren't able to figure what exactly is wrong. Talking about relationships.... I kind of have noticed a pattern around me, that when things are going wrong in one relationship... thanks to induction or whatever...I see most of the relationships in troubled waters. But then as they say End defines the means.... it normally gets over in a day or two, and love is in the air again.

Rest all is pretty usual. I am just hoping that this semester goes off fine. It was after a short and sweet sem....wish me luck.

Mission:TAGs

Hey..... hmmmm I have been tagged by Shayon.... and these are a few questions that I picked up from his page.... carry on the tagging thingy.

1. Pick out a scar you have, and explain how you got it: I have a scar on the left hand corner of my forehead. Got that scar when I was 4 years old, smashed my head on a iron gate while playing.

2. What is on the walls in your room? I just got the walls of my room re painted, they are in sky blue and sea green. There is a collage of my photographs on one of the walls and a clock on the other. There are other things that are yet to b put up.

3. What does your phone look like? Its a Nokia 2300, blue purple and pink...pretty colourful and easy to use.

4. What music do you listen to?Nuthin specific, depends on my mood. I love ol Asha and R.D. Burman songs, good slow and sweet english songs. Hate Rock and metal barring- Bryan Adams and Savage Garden

5. What is your current desktop picture? This Lappy is partly owned by my younger sis and only Olsen Twins, rule the background here.

6. What do you want more than anything right now?A Job Offer....actually am waiting for a certain reply from a Law firm... I hope that I get a reply Very soon...

7. Do you believe in gay marriage?As long as the two ppl getting married are happy..its ok...coz in this era.... normal weddings hardly survive.

8. What time were you born?7.58 am.

9. Are your parents still together?Absolutely, they are also very much in love with each other...

10. What are you listening to?Fever 104...a radio station that I love and they are playing my current fav song as of now...Laari chuti from Ek chaalis ki Akhari local.


11. The last person to make you cry?Don really remember...prolly my dad when he had the fainting spell...

12. What is your favourite perfume/cologne? Escada... My Bua gifted me when I topped in the last sem.

13. What kind of hair/eye colour do you like on the opposite sex?Anything but electric greens and blues...

14. Do you like pain killers?NO

15. Are you too shy to ask someone out?Hmmmm..... I dunno...maybe not too shy

16. Fave pizza topping?Anything, but pepperronni...hate that.

17. If you could eat anything right now, what would it be?Maybe a few chocolates...

18. Who was the last person you made mad?Shayon, coz I was just not understanhding wat he was trying to explain to me...

19. Is anyone in love with you? Yeah.....

Ok, I hope now that I have done this...its right..... So my dear fellow bloggers....Karma, Manvendar, Rathz, Freddie, Aniket and dear Roosh...please continue the Tagging tradition.....and increasing the chain.....

Getting the pace back....

Its been a week that dad had his Angioplasty done. Thank God that he is recovering. One thing that surely is putting my life back into the pace of things.

My house that is still having rennovations going on....is also on the final stages. That's the reason the comp and the net connection are back into action. Once things get settled here....its gonna be a hectic life...once more.

Almost a month off from college has been attributed to me. Though out of that month long off about a week off was given by the college authorities themselves. I need to go back to work. My boss is wanting me back, so Monday onwards its gonna be office again.

Finally it seems that life is getting back onto track....the only thing that is amiss amongst all...is that I am broke and I hardly get to talk to Shayon. That is pretty frustrating, but isnt that all about life and times???

This one's for you DAD....

My father has always been...what you call as model father...recently I discovered that though he is a dad... he has qualms at times...but he is ready to accept that he has daughter who is big enough to take responsibilities. And also big enough to enjoy and share a few adult jokes with him.

Dad's my inspiration...my courage...my patience...and together with him...we know that we are safe...and loved....no matter what.

Dad... all I want to say to you is- I Love You......hurry up and get well soon.....

Success makes you sweat- Literally....

Its a bad idea to have college fests in the month of april. A law should be passed so that all the fests should get over before holi...and start after diwali. This ways the sweat thingy would be very less.

Abivyakti'07 has finally ended. This week long extravanganza had a HUGE and a looooooooong closing ceremony and that trust me was really tiring. Else this would have come last night itself. Hmmmm, since the fest is over...the results of the various events are also out..and that means that there is lots n lots of good news.

But firstly- My usual thank you speech.... basically thanks to the traffic last night that I reached back without getting stuck in a jam after a loooong loong day. Thanks to the Auto wala who actually had to face my shouting...coz I was so irritated....(I apologised ofcourse....) and my dear dad...who like a sweet heart had ordered Pizzas...as the part of the treat....

The treat was for the fact that... I won the first prize in the Solo dance, another prize in the prsentation and another one in couple dancing. Of course I was awarded for topping in my class. But the best the best thing that happened was- The Chairman's special award for the Student of the Year amongst all the students of all the departments came to me. I inaugarated the award when I was given this award. I was ofcourse surprised because- This is really prestigeous.

What do they say about- All's well that End's well....

PS: Due to the increase in the incidents of morphed phographs n all personal photography is banned in my college. So, no pics.

Abhivyakati '07

The Fest fever is ON... and in the whole year this is probably the only time that we can actually hear music blasting from almost all the rooms that are in college.

This 5 day event is celebrated more like the annual week of college and since it so happens that our college has Law and Management departments its a competation amongst our departments. This it seems that charges up everybody from our HODs to the entire faculty. They dance on our heads so that we can prepare a dance that can win our department a prize. Tomorrow the madnesss..... begins and it seems that already people are charged up...what with they deciding how to cheer for their departments and what not......

Anyways- I know that this time... I am gonna have fun... and make sure that I win all the competations that I go into....!!!!!!

CHEERS......

THE WEEK.....

In my few posts I was complaining about the monotonous tone that Life had taked... right... and also I had hoped that nothing negative happens.... but it seems that when people often mention that You should never open your mouth without thinking twice are quite right.....actually very right....

Last week was as a matter of fact vert eventful.... and the coming few weeks are gonna be a flurry of activities. Last week - I started with the Internship thing that I had been looking forward to... nice place... great boss and absolutely flexi timing and happy happy things.... ahem the wrong that happened- Over stressed out me.... and weak eye muscles and head aches. A temporary pair of specs.

That was me..... but worse was when dad was admitted in the hospital and he is to undergo surgery... in a few days..(it was supposed to happen today....but got postponed). So lots of calls... and lots of people the same story being repeated to everybody... uff...!!! But then one thing that I realised and am thankful for is that we have some really great relatives who are just so willing to help with anything and go out of the way for the same... and well... dad's friends... hats off to the GEMS that they have been....!!!!

Trust me... this was a very hard time for all of us.... but then this thing also made me realise that I am a grown up... and that responsibilities are increasing. But well.... I think I complained about that too.... too much.

Next few weeks- I have Abhivyakti'07 coming up.... and trust me that is not one of the best times to talk to me..because I am so stuck up in prcatices and all....!!! ufff again....

Chalo... abhi I have lots of work in hand. have like so many things in hand.... life is ok.... too much at one tgime.. I hope I dont get constipation....