Happy Women's Day...

Cheers... to being who I am.

I know, that there is always a debate on whether we should be dedicating a single day to womanhood. I know, that, a single devoted to us.. is not enough to give us our due. But this time, celebrating US... the women... was more important.... even if it is reiteriate that ' It is the woman, makes sure that the progeny is born... and she takes care of you... and its high time that you strat respecting her choices... and supporting them....'

A woman-

She is the Mother,

the Daughter,

the sister,

the wife....

In playing so many roles... she forgets who she is.

Lets Salute the woman... who is there with us... all through.

Happy Women's Day...!!!

Something is SEVERLY wrong with me...

... Because I am jealous.

Of a girl, who was my friend once. And is abt 4 years younger to me. She was my neighbour... she shifted to long back. I found her on facebook... (WOW).... we do not talk at all. But facebook has features that keep you updated on everything... and this girl in question uploaded some pics of her and her boyfriend....

Her profile pic is also cho cute...(its of her and her bf...)

And that is what is making me jealous... the album in question has some really amazing pics of her and her boyfriend together... the particular pictures in question are the smooching ones...

And here I have people who raise eyebrows when they see me and Shayon giving a kiss to each other on our cheeks.... forget putting pictures of such intimate nature on a social networking site.

I feel...like crying....!!! I wish... Oh I wish I din feel so so strongly about it...!!! 

Censored... What MY Blog...

little things...

I am a very Stupid person.

This is a fact that I have been told by various people at various points of my life.

My guy tells me I am stupid to let people boss me around. (In this case she happens to be someone very close to me). My Best friend tells me that I am stupid because I let my guy take me for a ride...so may times.

My younger sister tells me I am stupid because I just don't know how to stand up for myself.

And very recently, another friend of mine has told me that I am extremely foolish, because I let my classmates take me for a ride all the time. I have been told many a times that the so called people that I call my friends have back stabbed me so many  times that I have no idea. And, really every time this happens, I get to know that this has happened and all I do is just smile and get back to being normal with them.

I somehow feel that I must have done something wrong..or that it is my attitude that has offended people around me.

But- somehow no one has ever re instated the fact that it is my attitude that is making them jealous.

I know, that tomorrow when I go to college, I will have nothing and no one but myself. I have lost out on friends...or maybe they never were my friends.

I just want to be me. That is the little thing I want from myself...and I want for myself. 

Wassup....

Hmmm, its the first day of the Board Month... and My younger sister Arushi just hugged me telling me that she is shit scared of her 10th grade boards. So all my readers... please pray that she fares well in her first ever Boards.

The Great College fest is finally over.

I know for sure that the 'usual' group in college is pretty much in tatters. I am not in talking terms with atleast one of the persons. So much so, that I am actually cold to him and I am not even feeling bad about it. No, I dunno if I'll talk to him ever again... thus making it very difficult for the others to choose sides...!!! And since I am always the Miss goody two shoes... I am going to make the choices easier for the others and tell them to just have fun and just chill.

Though I am tired of being the 'always understanding' type...!!!

Anyways- The month of march is always pretty exciting... there are the exams... and seeing the buzz and the excitement of the school kids always reminds me of the same feeling of euphoria, when final exams happened.... the mixed feeling of the year end results and the beginning of the new class, was always so so great. 31st March was an event in itself... what with the new books and notebook covers all happening.... 

On the love front... Shayon is going out of station next week... :( and unlike Chandu, I don't have the cure.... (SIGH).... But yeah, He has promised me that he is gonna try and woo me into going out on a date with him on Saturday... a day before he leaves. I hope he does some efforts.

There is nothing interesting happening at all. The fest was so ugly that there are no details that I really want to mention or remember. The good thing was- That- I stood second in my Batch for the previous academic year, Stood first in the Debate competition and got a special prize for Solo Dance in the fest.

Life is going on Usual. Till next time- Cheers...

25 things you did not know about me...

This Tag is really cool...!!!!

You are to write 25 things about yourself... habits, goals...simply about your life.

1. I am a sucker for romance. I just love anything that has to do with love.

2. When I was 10-11 years old, I acted in a small Ad film which was aired on Doordarshan... it was about importance of education to a girl child.... I was the girl child in question...!!! 

3. I have never been able to be a part of any 'group' either in school or college. This concept of being a groupie and all, never really appealed to me I always thought that two out of the six were keeping secrets... I still do.

4. I am not judgemental about people. I believe in first impressions, but they are only as good as the secon...third..or the fourth ones... it might be the same or different.

5. I feel that money is the greatest thing to happen to me. I am very money minded.

6. On the same lines, I am materialistic too.

7. I love to dance. Especially on romantic numbers. 

8. I a marriage freak. I love to attend weddings. 

9. Yup, I am waiting for mine too.

10. The worst thing that anyone can do to me is make me really mad and as a result make me cry.

11. I cry with my eyes closed and in the dark room when no one can see me.

12. I am dying to learn Salsa, Ballet... sufi kathak... and guitar.

13. I hate any form of exercise especially if it involves going to the gym.

14. I have been swimming for almost 15 years. But, I am not a

pro still...!!!

15. I hate when I have to always 'understand'...

16. I love my best friend... Priyam and hate to see her angry.

17. I love to sleep... that is my best hobby ...

18. I want to go on a backpacking trip to Europe with my friends.

19. Given a chance, I would love to re live my school days from KG to 10th Grade.

20. I plan to write an autobiography one day... about myself or Shayon... or maybe our Love Story (The kind you get published n all) one day.

21. I want to go to Greece for my honeymoon.

22. I love chocolate....especially Dairy Milk and Ferro.

23. Hmmm... The Alchemist is like Bible to me...

24. I want to be a BIG corporate Lawyer...

25. I love Shayon more than he does....

Phew... that was a toughie... :)

Making mountain out of molehills...

There was always so much said and done about the physical distance in  a relationship...that I completely forgot that it is so much harder to maintain a relationship when you are in the same city.

I know that I am over reacting. But, I have recently thrown away all my sensibilities in the filthy waters of the Yamuna River. (I took up the FEST JOB...remember?)

But, I just can't help it. I want to spend time with Shayon. But, He has so much of work that we have not really talked in like 3-4 days. There was a time when I was getting a recharge done everyday to call STD. And it has been like God knows... how many days... that I have not used a single Bonus Minute for talking to Shayon.

(The bonus minutes are for 10pm to 8 am usage, and that is the time when we are to talk.... but...)

I have my fest... he has his office... the he has his events on the weekends.... and I have the 'family time' ... ok not that I am not at mistake..... I know, I should try really hard so that I can spend more time with me... but staying with your parents who don't approve of a lot of things.. makes it really hard.

And, when we can spend time together... it means that I can't do anything... can't make plans for going out... or any other socialising... at times it makes me feel that He just doesn't want to make time for things that are important to me. Ofcourse not always... but when it is really important...

But- I can't believe my self.... instead of getting angry... (I do get angry... and then...) I call up... plead... literally plead....

Oh... Man... I am a mess... sorry for this post... Life Sucks...