Thursday, May 21, 2009

I am Ok...

Roop- Atleast that is what I am guessing. I am ok.. last night we a.k.a Shayon and I talked for a long time, that about nothing in purticular. 
We both were testing each other's Bollywood knowledge... and I realised that I am pretty good in guessing songs and movies... 
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But, Yeah- There is a BUT again. I was not angry yesterday... will I be in as happy a jolly mood... again tonight? 
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It seems that- I am having major mood swings... I am mostly angry... My pleas of help.. are kind of falling in deaf ears... I have been advised to learn to be a little more tolerant. Just wondering- how far can I strech... 
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Four exams have gone by. 27th is the last paper. I am pretty much free... after that. I don't think that the heat is going help me go out during the days. I just hope I can conjure up some excuses to go meet Shayon. The least I can do is atleast make sure that we meet once a week... more than that is bonus.
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I realised something- That its not that I don't have love in my life... its the phobia of being alone... Lonely. I hate this word and hate it even more when it becomes operative in my life.
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I know I have been writing a slew of depressing posts.. but somehow sharing it with you all makes me feel better... bear with the bad moods... good ones are just round the corner...

2 comments:

zEaLoUsMe™ said...

see that is why i got u the chicken roll...!! be happy now! :P

Ashish Surana said...

come on....dont attach the word "lonely" with your life.. you have everything you need !!!