Happy (hic...HIC)... Holi...!!!

Yup... I had BHANG,

Not too much just very little.

Holi was usual- great. I am glad that I decided to go to Priyam's house for the Holi Party. (It is one party for which Priyam is very famous... the last one that she had thrown two years back where I was... it was a bash, and especially for me kinds, coz she had managed to ask Shayon for the holi weekend...!!!!!!!!!! Last Year, I was in chennai...!!! )

Holi party was great. Loads n Loads of food... Thandai... and people. There was colour... and there was gulal... lots of coloured water... and baloons being burst on your head. 

Btw- I am still pretty pink from the all the wild holi playing... my face is pink and so is my hand...!!! 

Neverthless- I missed Shayon. It was gonna be his very first festival in Delhi. And, well... he is in Chennai... now.

Happy Holi...

May this Holi bring loads of colours and happiness in your life...

My Dear Readers-

Be colourful and be Happy...!!! 

That Girl and this girl...

I am just a girl...!!!

I was checking out Ms. Footloose's blog and her latest post got my fill attention... thus the title. 

I dunno, what this girl or that girl means...

I juts know that- I am me.

I am tired of being labelled as 'THAT GIRL' ... why can't I just be called what I have been named?? Interestingly, this characterizationoops more like character autopsy comes from the very people who call us their friends... and who always say that they want the best for us.

Hmmm, how does being judgemental about me... or what I do help Me? Ofcourse, if its something that is going to take me to the path of pure self destruction, then, there are friends who should be coming up to me, give me a slap...temme that I am wrong and save the day by just being there... and not be the kinds- Who would, encourage you to do things that become entertainment for them...!!!

You, know, may be that is the reason that I found my boyfriend online... because, he has never been judgemental about me... or the way I am. (I still, abstain from using the forks and the knives...for cutting pizza... or the bread... but Shayon never irked by it... :))

Maybe that is the reason that I have come so close to Ms. Footloose... because, though she is younger to me... has her own life...her own set of friends... there has never been the... character autopsy of each other... I know that I have said things to her... that I wouldn't dare to talk about to anyone. I know that I talk alot. I just dunno... how this girl listens to me all the time... duhu... I am mean...

But really Kashvi, Thank you so much. In a few months time... You have made me realise that, it doesn't matter- All that matters is that I am Happy...and that I enjoy being who I am.

Btw- I am strongly believe that- You, Kashvi can be anything that you want to be.

Its been Kashvi and Kritika (Who I really got to know this Fest season... despite being batch mates/classmates for 3 years) who taught me that its more important to know about yourself than to know about yourself from others...!!!

Thanks girls!!!

I know-

I am not 'That girl' or 'This girl'...

I am just me... and for the time being... I am happy being just that...!!!

Happy Women's Day...

Cheers... to being who I am.

I know, that there is always a debate on whether we should be dedicating a single day to womanhood. I know, that, a single devoted to us.. is not enough to give us our due. But this time, celebrating US... the women... was more important.... even if it is reiteriate that ' It is the woman, makes sure that the progeny is born... and she takes care of you... and its high time that you strat respecting her choices... and supporting them....'

A woman-

She is the Mother,

the Daughter,

the sister,

the wife....

In playing so many roles... she forgets who she is.

Lets Salute the woman... who is there with us... all through.

Happy Women's Day...!!!

Something is SEVERLY wrong with me...

... Because I am jealous.

Of a girl, who was my friend once. And is abt 4 years younger to me. She was my neighbour... she shifted to long back. I found her on facebook... (WOW).... we do not talk at all. But facebook has features that keep you updated on everything... and this girl in question uploaded some pics of her and her boyfriend....

Her profile pic is also cho cute...(its of her and her bf...)

And that is what is making me jealous... the album in question has some really amazing pics of her and her boyfriend together... the particular pictures in question are the smooching ones...

And here I have people who raise eyebrows when they see me and Shayon giving a kiss to each other on our cheeks.... forget putting pictures of such intimate nature on a social networking site.

I feel...like crying....!!! I wish... Oh I wish I din feel so so strongly about it...!!! 

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little things...

I am a very Stupid person.

This is a fact that I have been told by various people at various points of my life.

My guy tells me I am stupid to let people boss me around. (In this case she happens to be someone very close to me). My Best friend tells me that I am stupid because I let my guy take me for a ride...so may times.

My younger sister tells me I am stupid because I just don't know how to stand up for myself.

And very recently, another friend of mine has told me that I am extremely foolish, because I let my classmates take me for a ride all the time. I have been told many a times that the so called people that I call my friends have back stabbed me so many  times that I have no idea. And, really every time this happens, I get to know that this has happened and all I do is just smile and get back to being normal with them.

I somehow feel that I must have done something wrong..or that it is my attitude that has offended people around me.

But- somehow no one has ever re instated the fact that it is my attitude that is making them jealous.

I know, that tomorrow when I go to college, I will have nothing and no one but myself. I have lost out on friends...or maybe they never were my friends.

I just want to be me. That is the little thing I want from myself...and I want for myself. 

Wassup....

Hmmm, its the first day of the Board Month... and My younger sister Arushi just hugged me telling me that she is shit scared of her 10th grade boards. So all my readers... please pray that she fares well in her first ever Boards.

The Great College fest is finally over.

I know for sure that the 'usual' group in college is pretty much in tatters. I am not in talking terms with atleast one of the persons. So much so, that I am actually cold to him and I am not even feeling bad about it. No, I dunno if I'll talk to him ever again... thus making it very difficult for the others to choose sides...!!! And since I am always the Miss goody two shoes... I am going to make the choices easier for the others and tell them to just have fun and just chill.

Though I am tired of being the 'always understanding' type...!!!

Anyways- The month of march is always pretty exciting... there are the exams... and seeing the buzz and the excitement of the school kids always reminds me of the same feeling of euphoria, when final exams happened.... the mixed feeling of the year end results and the beginning of the new class, was always so so great. 31st March was an event in itself... what with the new books and notebook covers all happening.... 

On the love front... Shayon is going out of station next week... :( and unlike Chandu, I don't have the cure.... (SIGH).... But yeah, He has promised me that he is gonna try and woo me into going out on a date with him on Saturday... a day before he leaves. I hope he does some efforts.

There is nothing interesting happening at all. The fest was so ugly that there are no details that I really want to mention or remember. The good thing was- That- I stood second in my Batch for the previous academic year, Stood first in the Debate competition and got a special prize for Solo Dance in the fest.

Life is going on Usual. Till next time- Cheers...