Monday, November 24, 2008

The year that was...

When Shayon got the chance to come for the third time in a year, he told me, Now that I am getting a chance to meet you so often... I am sure, things are gonna get lot tougher....and he did not say truer words...!!!
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This year started in the worst possible note... I had a fight at home, coz dad was not taking us out for a new year party.... especially coz there was a major maid problem that was happening at my place. Shayon went to calcutta in the mean time to be with his friends.... since he was on roaming, we were talking really less.
The major blow came, when he told me one night, that he needed a break... and that he did not want to talk to me unless it was very important.... I thought that we are gonna end up... but well, it was not the ending at all...
It was hard enough, that I had control every urge in my body to pick up my phone and call him and shout at him and to tell him that I don't care...But I did not do that... instead I remained calmed... I cried alot.... but tried my best not to bother him.
This continued, till, May, when his brother was getting married. (We did talk... but there were a lot of uncomforatble silences...!!!) 

I guess, alot changed after that marriage.... beacuse we started talking again, but somehow, we just couldn't manage a meeting....whenevr there was a trip that was gonna materialize... something or the other came up...
This has been the toughest year, that has gone by... because....we truely tested what we were made off... and I am proud to say that Love did preavail...!!!
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Its been three years nine months and a few days that I have been in this relationship.... and every new twist and turn that was put forth us, we have been through that, together. I have learned not to jump to conslusions... and keep patience where his anger is concerned...moreover I have learned to have faith.... if not in God then on the relationship that I am nurtring.... there were many instances in our realtionship when patience ran really low.... but that is when faith prevailed....that is where love came....
It is a log journey.... and I am ready to embrace the challenges.... not beacuse I am brave, but beacuse I know that I have someone who loves me by my side to guide me through the challenges....of love and life....

6 comments:

The Footloose Doll said...

I had a lot of nice things to say to you when I started reading all these posts. I am selfish and heartless, so now I have run out of words.

All the best my dear. I wish the best for you.

PS: The link for Shayon's blog isn't working. At least not for my computer.

PPS: Maybe I'll mail you with all the nice things. :) I am not that bad you see?

Sakshi said...

Hey, I know you are not a bad person at all...I am waiting for the mail.... from you...!!! and Ill c why the link is not working...!!!

Sakshi said...

The link is working for me...!!!

Mannubhai-The Madman said...

@Sakshi
Ohh so your relationship has also been thru ups & downs ..That's cool..I used to think that you guys are always high about ur relationship(i mean in a positive way)...
But as they say some people falter & some people sail through difficult waters & ur article just showed that you are in the second category ..

Sakshi said...

Thanks yaar... no relationship is perfect...!!!

The Footloose Doll said...

Babe, your email id?