But, real life is so different from reel life. There is no intermission. It is an endless journey, where even the most planned move can go wrong in a fraction of a second and then you are left with nothing. Nothing. Nil. Zilch. And you are left on a cross road from where you can't turn back, and you can't really move forward. You are stuck.
Life is such a bitch.
In the last couple of days, my close friends, have been urging me to move on. And, when I look at them, they give me those re assuring looks that say, 'Go on we are right with you' , but then, they forget, that, they can be there for me all that they want, but, they can't help me get over my pain. No, nothing can.
There is a friend of mine, who on reading this would get really mad. You know who you are, and you would say, How can the pain stay forever? Doesn't me being there matter at all to you?
You have been the greatest support. Totally.
But, how can I forget my first kiss, Ever. The first, holding of the hands. The first time I ever looked into his eyes and smiled like crazy girl drugged in love.
Those first times are the last to let go off. The pain will subside with time. I am trying so hard not forget how to smile, and how to be the bubble gum that I always was.
It will go.
Let time be the healer.