Monday, May 31, 2010

Deliberation Galore...

Good news finally seems to have found the way into my life, even if they are conditional.
So here they are in Bullet forms:

  • I went for a job interview to a BIG LPO and got through. I was supposed to join them from 7th of June, but because exams only get over on the 5th, I wanted a small break, thus e-mailed them that I will only join them in July. They have not replied to my e-mail, neither can I get through the only phone number that I have of them. 
  • I gave CLAT (Common Law Aptitude Test) for Masters, I got a 231 rank. Yay, but they took children till 204 rank. (There is a HUGE debate raging, because a lot of people have told me that masters from India is not worth the two years)
  • I have a new baby nephew and his name is Ishaan. And, I have not yet seen him.. (he is in Mumbai)
  • I applied to THE law firm that I really want to work with, and they have promised to get back to me... when, now that is a HUGE question. 
  • Finally, I got the conditional Acceptance letter from the Maastricht University in The Netherlands, but my family is not excited. (I totally am excited) (Oh, and the Condition is that I will get a degree, so please pray that my Results come by End of July at Max and that I pass and get the degree.. with decent marks.)
Now there are loads of decisions that are to be made. For me now, All I want is to go to Netherlands, finally get a chance to see the world and give direction to my life. But with the kind of attitude that my parents are throwing around they don't seem to be interested in sending me abroad.. well it is expensive, but then isn't that is why we have education loans? And, the chances of me getting a job with a foreign degree are loads more. 

My parents are not comfortable in sending me outside the city something that I am really looking forward to. I want to love my life without really giving a damn about coming back home and seeing my dad all worried because I went out for dinner after office or with College buddies (as the situation is). 

I want to taste freedom before marriage binds me, again. 
Wish me luck...!! :)

9 comments:

suruchi said...

Hi Sakshi...
Congratulations on all the bullets put up in this post...
Things are looking up so no chances of us allowing you to “give up”....
But then having said that...
Also be prepared for anything and everything...
Life is waiting to take you to great lengths n heights...
Just go with the flow n keep the watch for any n everything positive that you might sight...
If not...scrap it out!

You would do wonders wherever you go and yes, even in confines...
Just added a little prayer of mine own to yours...
Just some pointers of mine:
1. Whatever happens, is happening for our good...it may not seem so pleasant but it is creating the grounds for making us stronger or fiercer or more cautious in our future battles!
2. Good things happen to good people...and you are the good-liest one around
3. Stay positive to attract all that you want...

I have a feeling I have given this ‘gyan’ to u before also...
But if reinstating would help in any way...I don’t mind typing this again n again...
All the very best
You’d rock in whatever you do!:-)

P.S. That dedication for Shoy in the previous post was adorable...he must be a happy man:-)

Shayon said...

"I want to taste freedom before marriage binds me, again."

Humm... I just quoted that line because I felt like. By the way, sorry for landing up on your blog a bit late.

First, congratulations on both the CLAT results and the conditional admission in Holland. Whether your parents decide to allow you leave the country or not, is a different question altogether. Just remember, we all have our own fights in our lives, both internal and external. Keep fighting them. The world should fall in place, on its own.

*did I really make sense?*

Jack said...

Sakshi,

Wish you all the best for whatever you want. Please do let me know if I can be of any help.

Take care

Sakshi said...

@ Su
I'll start in reverse order-
Shayon being a happy man... hmmm that he can only answer for himself... but, that dedication was direct dil se, I hope it reached where it had to.

I have also told you over a million times * if not on the face of it, definitely in my heart* that you are one sweetheart.
Every time you send me a positive message, it makes me a wee bit more hopeful about my life in general.
Thanks a ton.
I dunno if I am good or bad, those are perspectives, but I just hope that I am able to follow my heart and dreams, and in the process do not end up hurting the people I love.
The balancing act is killing me.

Thanks for the Great wishes touched me heart... :)

Sakshi said...

@Shayon

Why that line?

Yes, we all have our own demons to fight.. but if the the fighting is with between your dreams and your world.. you tend to falter.

Sakshi said...

@Uncle J
Thanks a ton :), the thought is worth a million bucks.

Shalini said...

Congratulations!!
And all the best! :)

ani_aset said...

congratulations on the achievements and "I want to taste freedom before marriage binds me, again."" really? why do you think you will be bound?

Sakshi said...

@Shalini
Thanks a ton babes.. :)

@Ani
Thanks for the congratulations
Ok, its not really freedom, it is about responsibilities. You just cannot ignore the fact that you have your partner back at home, right? You do have certain limitations... I know everyone does... so, what I really mean here is that, I live my bachelor days to the fullest.. :)