Monday, February 15, 2010

Loving, letting go, and crap...

So, it was Valentine's Day yesterday. The day of love. In the little article that I had written yesterday, did anyone notice, that the note which I had written for my sweetheart, I did not wish him a Happy Valentine's day, I just said that I love him.
That is coz, it was our love anniversary yesterday... and that according to me was more important than the day of mush. Now, before you all go awwww, I just wanna tell you all, that, that was it. Nothing much happened. Staying in two different cities there was nothing much that we could have done. I am angry, coz, I did not even get an e-card. (I am bound to be- DUHU)
But, then, I read this by Chanz, and decided, that its high time that I really start to appreciate my ownself. I have am not really proficient in doing that.
So, even though its a little late-
I am promising myself that, I am going to love myself, for the person I am. Because- I am me, and that is WHAT matters. If I love myself, I am hoping that I will get loved back, and without a heart break too, and the usual quarrels. Now, wont that just be great.
There are so many people that come in our lives. They touch us, they teach us, and they give us great memories to live with. That is what life is all about.
But what happens, if you do end up wanting to keep one of those such persons to yourself, for life...? Are you fighting your destiny then?
Or are you just being selfish so that you can actually be happy with your own life... do you think that it may be unfair to the person who you want to keep yourself...
It maybe the hardest thing in the world to let go...
So, my dance instructor R, is going to have the shock of his life on Wednesday. Well, the current batch that I shifted to after promotions was his batch in the previous month. But in February, things got reshuffled and he was given a different batch. Today, our studio manager approached me and my friend (both of us have been recently promoted) requesting us to change batches because the current one is overflowing. So, we just could not say no. And, then we get to know, that we are back with R. Poor him, the more he tries to leave me behind the more we are thrown to him.
Is it fate?
I had my debate today in the college fest- It was awesome.

This is it- I guess, yeah... see you guys later...


Ramit Grover said...

That's too much info to fit in one post.

Bald people have hair on their heads.

Hence, the heat of the sun enters the brain directly.

Hence, the brain does not function as fast as normal people's brain does.

Normal, i.e. people who have hair on their heads.

Not that I am abnormal.

But, then, not that you are normal simply because you have long hair.

Getting back to the point...

Darn it, what was the point in the first place???

Ok, gotta run now, time for my memory plus capsule!


Ramit Grover said...

Alright, so who is this R?

And you don't look twelve in that picture.

More like 11 years, 11 months, 11 days, 11 hours, 11 minutes, 11 seconds.


Chandni (Chanz) said...

dekha..?? It feels amazing to love you own self... Just once u feel that u'r on top of the world.. n trust me, that feeling is the best feeling eva..

Sakshi said...

You know, telling a girl that she looks younger than her age is actually a compliment. After a certain age, only the wonder creams and/or botox (that do no wonder) help a woman to receive the compliments of her looking younger than her age.
So, I am thanking you. :)
Yeah too much of information overload in my post. Maybe you should get space on your RAM extended...!! :P

I am trying chanz, trying, hard.

Shalini said...

Jeez! You seriously look 12!
All the best to Mr.R